9. Today, I Said Nothing at Work
I not work proper.
Spent most of the day writing a Slack message. Nothing important. Just a reply in a thread no one’s touched since Monday.
First, I wrote:
“Happy to help if you need it!”
Then I went to make a coffee, while thinking about whether that sounded too eager. I came back and deleted it.
Typed:
“Let me know either way.”
Sat with that for a bit. Too passive-aggressive?
Tried again:
“No worries if not :)”
Deleted the smiley. Re-added the smiley. Then closed Slack. It still felt like I’d said too much.
To get my mind off it, I checked Bluesky. Noticed I’d used the word “here” twice in a row in a post about my diary.
I thought about leaving it. I told myself no one would notice.
Then I noticed. Again. And again. So I deleted the whole thing. It had three likes, too, which is a personal best.
Never did send that Slack message.